Who

Posted on October 3, 2008

I am daddy’s bravest girl, but I am also very very scared right now.

I am the avid dreamer, but yet my green thinking hat fails me today.

I am the passionate morning jogger, but my determination has been worn thin.

Why

Posted on October 2, 2008

I was gonna sleep early tonight. Early as in, no later than 2am. But because we are traveling to Malacca early in the morning, I have to stay up a little while longer because I forgot to usb-charge my phone earlier. I am positively sure that I would be using my phone in the wee hours of the morning because everytime that I leave this Maxis-less zone, I am suddenly bombarded with text messages from the day before. Sometimes even days before.

So while I wait, I will tell you why.

It went from simple attraction to affections when he told me about his injury. When he was willing to share.

Okay phone is adequately charged, good night.

Loosening

Posted on September 28, 2008

Three months and nothing has changed. Friday was a clear milestone that nothing will change. However, because I now know what not to expect, it really doesn’t matter much anymore. So what do I do now?

Or the better question to ask, should I do anything at all?

Last But Not Really

Posted on September 26, 2008

Yessssssssssssss. My last assignment is done! Not like last last. But the last one of this one week of neverending deadlines.

Finally, Raya break is here. Although most of it I’ll be sitting in front of the laptop, dazed, and attempting to work on my research proposal due 19 October. My psycholinguistics research paper due 8 October. Critical reading and thinking assignment due 13 October, and oh damn, a group oral assessment on the Monday after Raya. And then there’s also my ICT and language presentation on the following Monday. And website due 16 October. Oh! And psycholinguistics wiki site writing assignment.

IS THERE ANYTHING I MISSED!

Nevermind. Finally, a much needed break.

My first Friday morning class is at 8-10am. But I will escape the class at 9am if the tutor still isn’t done! As for the 10am-noon class… FORGET IT.

Birthday Morning

Posted on September 24, 2008

Hellooooooo it is my birthday morning, but I am spending it all on assignments. The day ahead makes me want to smile, but this ulcer on my lip hurts and I can’t. It is such a wonderful weather I would loooove to walk to class with the wind in my face like I’m some budding poet, reminiscing on a lonely morning, but I am still couped up in my room with my textbooks and piles of black text on white A4s.

I promised myself to eat proper meals because my complexion clears up when I do, but I am still sitting in this room with only liquid food — instant coffee. I can’t wait to go home for my 9-days break and for real food, but there are 2 more assignment deadlines and 11 hours of lectures to go before I can. I want to go home to see the person who’s always 45 minutes away, but by the time I am done with my 2 assignments and 11 hours of lecture, he would have gone away for Raya.

The idea of a new semester in the new year excites me, but I have not paid my fees because my student loan was canceled, so I have not registered any subjects for this said coming semester that I am excited about. I am going to secretly take up a creative writing course which was not meant for my major, while my academic advisor is away on maternity leave, but I cannot yet register for anything.

All in all. Today looks like a good day.

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